I love Christmas gifts, but this year the greatest *new* gifts I received were given to me a few months before Christmas. For me 2012 was a year of connecting my heart with hundreds of other women with the same passion(s) as me: loving God, writing, and being a wife/mom.
I thought I was unique, but being around a group of amazing women at the Allume Conference, I turned to a friend and said, “I think I found my people.” When God formed me with His hands, He must have liked the cookie cutter He used . . . because I’ve met 100+ amazing women this year who appear to me to have a similar shape. And it impacted me greatly. It’s still impacting me greatly.
Here is my journal entry that I wrote on the return flight from the Allume conference:
I’m coming back from Allume spiritually charged. Why? Was it the speakers? Well, the keynotes and session talks that I attended were great, but that’s not the reason. It was the women. Heart-full-of-love women who have ministry hearts. Who believe they can make a difference. Who aren’t wrapped up in the publication process (not mostly) but who speak truth and encouragement to hearts on a daily basis.
These women are kindred spirits with Hudson Taylor, George Mueller and Amy Carmichael. Who want to share Jesus and help people . . . but they’re not packing up their bags and heading to Africa to do it. (Well, not always.) They’re sitting at home, pouring a cup of coffee, and then pouring out their hearts into blogs while their children play in the yard or tumble on the crumb-covered couch. (At least mine is crumb-covered.) A missionary heart is not hindered by ten loads of laundry, piano lessons, and a bad hair day.
These blogger mamas are concerned, too, about how the sacrifice for the call will affect their families. (Just like any missionary should be.) They’re concerned that their online ministry will ruin their kids. Concern is a good thing. It is evidence of their care. Concern turns them to God. Concern leads to prayer, which is exactly where they should be—on their knees.
But they should not be concerned about being a missionary mama. What better example can they provide for their kids? None. The missionary’s role is to share Jesus and truth with whomever God puts in their path. For missionary-blogger-mamas this starts with their kids.
Thank you, Jesus, for these kids—our kids. They are our first love and our first disciples. I also pray for for missionary-blogger-mamas, who give themselves for the glory of God. As they spread your Word, we trust that it will not return void and that both distant readers and close relatives will be touched, inspired, and forever changed.
And if you are a missionary-blogger-mama (like icing on a gingerbread man) here is God’s stamp of approval for you.
God says: “ You are beautiful, talented, highly favored, unique, planned, desired, known, loved, seen … MINE.”
Nellie says
January 3, 2013 at 10:24 amTricia, I started the count down for Allume 2013 a couple of days ago. It is so ironic, these words that you have written are the same words I spoke to my husband. I ended our conversation with “If I enjoyed this year being a newbie, a new experience” and he finished my statement by saying “then think how much you are going enjoy this year’s”. I am so thankful for the group of women that God placed on the same path as He has place me.
Tricia Goyer says
January 4, 2013 at 11:15 amYes, God created the BODY of Christ … I love how He meant for all of us to work together!
Debbie says
January 4, 2013 at 8:33 amTricia, you spoke my heart here! I’ve often thought I was neglecting my 13 year old, although I do my writing before he ever gets out of bed. But, I know, as much as he is my ministry field, so are the women who read my blog and I couldn’t imagine NOT writing for them. This is a beautiful post!!
Tricia Goyer says
January 4, 2013 at 11:14 amDebbie, you are modeling for your son what it looks like to share Jesus with the world–a beautiful example!
Barefoot Hippie Girl says
January 4, 2013 at 9:05 amBeautiful post. I think we are all striving for the missionary/ministry heart in on blogs in our real lives. Balancing the two. Making our blogs real and realistic. Life isn’t a Martha Stewart or Architectural Digest. It is more Family Circus. And that is where we need to minister from-our weakness, God’s strength and grace.
Tricia Goyer says
January 4, 2013 at 11:13 amI love how you put that! We all grew up wanting to be in the circus, right?! The best part is that God is the ring-leader!!
Debra Weiss says
January 4, 2013 at 12:54 pmBeautiful! Though I’m not a mama, I love the idea of being a missionary blogger. That so resonates with what I want to do!
Sonya McCllough says
January 4, 2013 at 1:30 pmlove that though & blessing … found my people!
septemberanne says
January 4, 2013 at 9:46 pmYou bless my heart friend! This was soo beautifully written. I sat and smiled BIG when you said, ” I think I found my people.” Love you, and thank you!
Gina Smith says
January 5, 2013 at 10:19 amI’m so thankful for YOU Tricia! You write. You reach out to everyone. You are YOU to everyone…not just if they have something to offer you. You are the real deal!